BIRTHDAY GREETINGS from my PARES. :D haha
WEIRD QUESTION AND ANSWER
teardrops in my heart :”)
I LOVE THEM :D
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME !
I can’t believe I just turned 18 o.O seriously, It just doesn’t seem right. haha :DD but di naman natin maiaatras ang panahon cause dyan naman papunta lahat.
So here’s what happened the entire day:
Mga 10:30 na ako nagising ng umaga, since I really wasn’t expecting anything today. Kaya naman I didn’t even bother taking a bath early in the morning, instead I checked my phone’s messages and immediately logged in to my facebook account.
At around 12pm , bigla ba naman may kumanta sa labas ng happy birthday, hahah :DD And seeing my friends holding a box full of “munchkins” and a cupcake with a candle lit alam mo yung feeling na ang saya mo . Natigagal lang ako sandali, nashock lang kasi ako since I was texting them and hindi sila nagrereply which made me think that they’re all busy. Kaya di ko nalang tinuloy yung invitation ko sa kanila. I was seriously overjoyed. I wanted to cry. Simple lang yung ginawa nila pero napasaya nila ako sobra. I didn’t expect any of it kasi. And their presence made this day SPECIAL. Hindi naman kailangan ng bonggang handaan, having these persons I care for around completed my day. <3
Yung feeling na you’re remembered, nakakataba ng puso.
Simula pa kahapon, dagsa na yung mga nag-greet sa’kin. My dormates, close friends, former classmates, batchmates, and the persons na malalapit sa’kin. Having all of these people greet me on my most special day is just more than enough. Pero sa kabila ng lahat, there’s one person I really wish na mag-greet pero sadly he didn’t bother. Pero on the bright side, I’M STILL HAPPY. Ang sarap sa feeling na kahit di mo inaasahan na maraming babati sa’yo, ayun, tumpok ang mga greetings sa inbox ko at sa wall ng facebook ko.
I can’t explain how happy I’am today. Words aren’t enough to actually say how thankful I’am to all of the people na di nakalimot. At dun sa mga taong inabangan ang 12am para lang maunang makabati. haha :D
It really feels good. Na the people I cared for remembers me. I’M HAPPY. I’M CONTENTED. And I will always be lucky to have such wonderful friends & family. They made me smile. :)
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” THE ART OF MOVING ON: basic steps “
Isn’t it weird how we easily tell our friends who’ve undergone heartbreaks to just “FORGET and Move on” , but honestly, I realized it really isn’t that easy.
The fact that when you lose a person, you can’t really avoid thinking of all the good things you once had and everything you liked about that person. Just because things are over between the two of you doesn’t mean you’ve magically forgotten everything and moved on. Sometimes, what makes it difficult for us to move forward from a certain heartbreak is because of the memories that keeps us from letting go of that person.
It’s never easy letting go of the person that meant a lot to you. A person whom you have given your trust and love to. The only person you’ve spent so much time with and spared a lot of time for. LETTING GO IS NEVER EASY.
After MONTHS of breakdown, I HAVE LEARNED THE BASIC STEPS OF MOVING ON.
I think the first step of moving on is LETTING GO.
1. And by letting go, I mean forcing oneself to actually avoid thinking of that person, but instead try and mingle with other people.
2. Being ALONE doesn’t really help you move on, since at the moment you are vulnerable, you need to find some things that’ll keep you busy.
3. Try not to think about the person often.
4. Try to avoid his usual paths, so that bumping into him wouldn’t be a possibility.
5. DON’T LISTEN TO MELLOW SONGS. Because you’ll end up crying your eyes out and that doesn’t help at all.
6. Try listening to happy songs instead of love songs.
7. Avoid reading quotes that’ll relate to your situation; because again, you’ll end up crying.
8. FIND A VERY CLOSE FRIEND, THAT YOU CAN TALK TO. A friend that’ll listen to everything you want to say.
9. POUR EVERYTHING OUT. Before you can actually say you’ve moved on, there’s this part where you have to CRY EVERYTHING OUT FOR THE VERY LAST TIME.
10. If you don’t have a tumblr account, SIGN UP TO TUMBLR. Here, you’ll absolutely find the REMEDY you are looking for. YOU can SPEAK your heart and soul here. And after a few weeks, YOU’RE OKAY. :D
PS: These steps are just my opinion based on my actual experience. :D
“I STILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT THE CONSEQUENCES ARE.”
TO WHOM I’AM REFERRING TO:
Naaalala mo pa ba yang sentence na yan? I remember sending you a text message one night and sa last part ng message na yun I typed those words. Unfortunately, you didn’t GET my point. All I wanted to say that time was “Kahit na ano pa mangyari, ikaw parin ang pipiliin ko, and mamahalin ko.” But apparently you were confused at hindi mo naintindihan ang nais ko’ng malaman mo. All the while tinanong mo lang ako kung group message ba yun, knowing na I mentioned your name sa end pero still you were so clueless.
The idea na hindi mo talaga nagegets lahat ng clues na pinapakita at sinasabi ko, nakakabadtrip. I wanted you to finally FIGURE THINGS OUT kasi I’m really not going to say things directly to your face. ALL YOU NEEDED TO DO WAS READ BETWEEN THE LINES. But sadly, YOU FAILED TO DO SO.
KAYA WALANG NANGYARI. Dafuq. <3
